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  1. Sybil
    March 3, 2017

    I was angry with GOD too. I wanted something badly, it fell through. I was in pain. I thought my faith would break. Soon enough I realized it was the enemy using the situation to sow distrust in GOD. Luke 22: 31-34 Jesus warned Peter satan wanted to sift him. I asked Jesus to pray for me the same way he did Peter. I also read Psalm 66. GOD allows us to go through many tests to purify us. In the end He brings us into rich fulfillment. In the end, GOD was right in His decision. It was for the best. He knows the past, present, and future.

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    • Fancy Simister
      September 5, 2017

      Thanks for this…i am having a hard time with my anger towards Him

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    • Rebecca
      September 21, 2017

      Thank you its good to know that im not alone.

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  2. Shristi
    March 19, 2017

    I thank you.it was a great help.God bless you

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  3. Lisa Lottes
    April 30, 2017

    Thank you.

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  4. Lesley
    May 1, 2017

    I am so mad at God right now. I trusted, I believed, I patiently waited…. To lose it all. Today my faith is so little, today I hurt so much!

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    • hope
      June 5, 2017

      Lesley, Joy comes in the morning. God can still turn it around for your good. Sometimes the quickest way through a mountain is a tunnel and it might be dark now but you are closer to your victory! Blessings.
      Hope

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    • Fancy Simister
      September 5, 2017

      In same boat..pray..

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  5. Martha
    June 7, 2017

    I am not mad at God, just impatient for I’ve been suffering in pain too long and i don’t know how much more my body can take this physical and mental pain, please pray for me in the name of Jesus Christ.

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    • Dierdra (Dee) Fagan
      December 5, 2017

      Praying for you Martha.

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  6. Jill Patterson
    June 18, 2017

    I am mad that god has blessed everyone in mine and my husband’s family with wealth, kids and a good job while me and my husband have to suffer financially and emotionally. Also the attention everyone gets with having kids. Both my mother and his have there grandkids pictures plastered all over the wall and his mom doesn’t even have a picture of us up. I’ve also been depressed and sick of living in this personal hell. I am tortured everyday by this life.

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    • kathy key
      September 4, 2017

      you feel like a outsider looking in screaming here i am what about me.i truly know your feelings im 62 an all my life i feel like i am rejected by my family. at this moment i am angry an sad with God i have been wrestling almost a year with pain an rejection from my family an seems like God but threw the years i have learnt that the harder life gets the more we will grow. an yes my family members have been blessed financially so i know how you feel it feels like everyone loves them because they have money. as i study the Bible God doesnt respect the rich more then those that struggle only man does this read the book of james know that i understand a i am praying for you.

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      • Fancy Simister
        September 5, 2017

        good support..

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  7. Trish
    June 19, 2017

    Thankyou

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  8. Falicity
    July 17, 2017

    My best friend has decided our friendship is unhealthy. But she hasn’t told me why or how. I’m upset at her Because she has sort advice from the church before coming to me. I was angry at God because I feel He’s supporting her and not me -even though when I look at the situation, I know that’s not true. It is His will we are no longer friends. I even had a word from a pastor that this was going to happen (this was a few months ago). I loved my best friend. She was like a sister to me. Now because of the lack of honesty, trust is broken almost completely. I wish I new HOW. It was u healthy, so I could give her an explanation and try to figure it out. She never told me anything. And because she has the support of her church (I don’t go to her church), I feel God has abandoned me and supported her instead. I just feel so alone…I live on my own- I have noone.

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  9. Kelvin
    August 2, 2017

    I am mad but I can’t blame God because it’s my choice to persevere on even though it has been difficult. These few years, I have been persecuted by family and relatives for my faith in Christ. I have done what I can, from waking up at 2am to pray till 3am. Still I was hated by relatives and family. I don’t know why God let all these happen. I had no one to talked to, so I prayed and God was silent. I don’t know what else I can do. Felt so helpless.

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    • kathy key
      September 4, 2017

      Dear brother the devil knows very will how to break our hearts an most of the time it is threw the people that is suppose to love us.it is so hard to understand an we feel alone an rejected the more we pray the more we feel God isnt listening he is, but sometimes we have to walk away for awhile from hurtful people an set our eyes on Jesus this can be the hardest thing to do ,but it will let you see things more clearer.i am praying for you.

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  10. Alice Walker
    September 14, 2017

    I disagree with the idea that terrible things are planned by God for us. I think God doesn’t cause the things to happen but He is steadfast with us through our suffering. And He can use these terrible things for our good. Our suffering can bring us spiritual growth and the support and love of others. But I just won’t believe He deliberately did these things to me and my family. I refuse to believe that My God is only goodness and mercy.

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  11. Rebecca
    September 21, 2017

    Thank you its good to know that Im not alone.

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  12. Olive Remoto
    September 29, 2017

    Sometimes im angry with God why God took away all the things i work hard for.i felt like im alwayd starting All over again and again.i prayed but i dont know if hes listening.

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  13. janet preus
    November 12, 2017

    It’s very encouraging to read people’s comments here. It feels great to hear others express their longings and disappointments. I decided yesterday that I just needed to tell God how angry I was at Him, for longings unfulfilled for many years. Logically I know that God is not at fault so I tend to berate myself for these “failures”. I do not find the church a very safe place to admit these types of feeling, ppl give pat answers or tend to judge or give shallow advice. We all want to be understood. I can feel ppl’s desires and longings as I read your comments, I wish and pray for you all for all your hopes and dreams and desires to come to pass quickly. Lord Jesus, ppl tend to overuse the word breakthrough these days but isn’t that what we need! I cry out to You for your goodness and for our disappointment in God to melt. I have felt (maybe some ppl here too) that You loved me less than your other Daughters/Children. I know this isn’t true but then I look at all the hardship I’ve been through and all the unfulfilled dreams an I want to cry. Help me to believe in Your help. Please deliver each and everyone of us in this blog and fulfill our desires according to Your Word. I ask also for a good relationship with You again. It’s hard and humbling to come to You with all this pain and feelings of rejection. Give us all joy here Lord Jesus, Give us more than our brothers and sisters who already have their dreams fulfilled. We have waited on You, some of us have endured the scorn of other believers, We have gone without….Deliver us today – Thank you & Love Janet Grace.

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  14. Dierdra (Dee) Fagan
    December 5, 2017

    I don’t believe I have ever been mad at God. Even when I went through a lot of terrible things after my divorce. There was always something in the shadows, waiting to pay back my tormentor. There were times when I prayed that, if he wasn’t going to die, that I would. Our minds can olny handle so much…some more than others. When I was diagnosed with cancer, my doctor said everyone hears the part about having cancer, and they don’t hear anything else. I did. I wanted to know everything about my cancer. It’s called multiple myeloma, and it’s incurable. It’s highly treatable, they tell me. I had a stem cell transplant less than 10 months after my diagnosis. It was a miserable time. I had to stay in an apartment beside the hospital and cancer center, and every day I had to get out of bed, and either go to the hospital or the cancer center for some reason. Sometimes I was so sick I didn’t want to do anything. It was cold outside, and it irritated me. The entire time, I wasn’t mad at God. I questioned why the little kids I saw through my testing and other procedures had to have cancer. God is a loving God. He doesn’t give people cancer. It is in our environment, and probably in the foods we buy, and other things. I have heard that certain deodorants and powders cause cancers. There are many things that cause cancer, but God doesn’t give it to us as some sort of punishment. I have seen many miracles from God. I will never understand why some people don’t believe in Him. I think they really do, but they want someone to prove it beyond the shadow of a doubt, but then, where is Faith? God doesn’t want anyone to perish. He wants everyone to repent and go to Him. If you have children, compare the love you have for them to the love God has for everyone. As much as we love our children and grandchildren, as much as we love others, we can never match the love that God has. Would you cause your loved ones to suffer if they did something that made you mad, or went against your rules? God doesn’t do that either.
    I have read some of the comments. I have never had much, and I’m 55 years old. I’m always happy with what I have. My house is falling in, and only 3 rooms are heated. The kitchen isn’t one of them, but I have a roof over my head, a place to sleep, food, blankets, plenty of clothes. I have always felt that, people who have a lot…who are wealthy, or just comfortable in their situations, have a lot now. Some people don’t have that. I see posts on Facebook about what people had to eat, pictures of their relaxing and fun vacations, pictures of their family dressed nicely, and having photos taken. I have seen people who have so much more than I have complaining about every little thing. I have heard people spout anger at God when something bad happens, but when something good happens, do they give Him the credit? When we lose a loved one, part of our heart goes with them. It’s sad to know that while we are on this earth, we will never see them again. I heard a wise man say, “When we lose someone, they are part of our past, but someday we will all meet in Heaven, so they are also part of our future.” I know I’m all over the place with this comment. I have seen a lot of people I love work their entire lives for things they have like boats, vehicles, and nice homes. I have seen those same loved ones suffer the greatest losses when they lost family members, and now those people I love are gone. I realized a long time ago, that no matter how hard you work to have nice things, one day. just like everyone else, you will leave this world and take none of it with you. When I lose everything, I won’t lose much because I don’t have much. When people who have a lot lose everything, then which of us is better off? I believe that’s why God doesn’t want us to covet. None of his rules are hard to follow, or at least it doesn’t seem like it. I have seen the most evil people I have ever met living in luxury while I suffered and went without. One day they will be gone, the same as everyone else, and what will they do? They will no longer have the things they had that allowed them to put themselves above others. I read something once that said, “After the game is over, the King and the pawn go back into the same box.” I like that. Don’t let anything get you down. Try to be happy with what you have. If you don’t have cancer that is incurable, think of the long-winded 55 year old who is typing this post. I have a grandson who is 12 years old, and he and I have always been so close. He was 8 years old when I was diagnosed with cancer, and he told me, “Mamaw, I prayed God would let you live on this earth for at least two more years until I’m all grown up.”. Is it any wonder I love him so much? The entire time I was having treatments and transplants, and I was so sick I didn’t care what happened, I prayed for God to let me live at least two years so my grandson could see how good God is. It has been over two years now. I’m still here. I’m not sure how long I will be, but for now, we live in the moment. I have two other grandsons and a granddaughter, and I thank God often for giving them to me. I try to talk to my oldest grandson and tell him God let me live even longer than he asks. Once he said, “Isn’t it so awesome what God does for us?”. I think I am helping to understand that some day I will have to go. I wonder how my three year old grandson will feel when I’m gone? Every time someone mentions my name to him, he says, “Oh, I dis love her so much!”. I’m not mad at God. I love Him so much.

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  15. Midge Heard
    December 31, 2017

    Thank you for your heart to be able to share such a personal and contravercial experience. My wife and I are struggling at the moment. We know we have been called to move from Taunton in Somerset England to Bristol about 60 miles away. We have been trying to move for about 12 months now. Every time we think we’re getting close something happens that either takes our finances away, or the houses we look at are taken away.

    Recently our car has developed a fault which will now have to be fixed, our Cat has developed a severe skin allergy requiring expensive treatment, and finally we realised yesterday that our fridge has stopped working. I have been really angry with God that the promises and words we have been given by our church family have not been visible in the physical world.

    So this morning my wife told me I had to have it out with God. So I shut my self in the lounge and thought about how you complain to someone like God, so I search for being angry with God on the internet he took me here.

    Thank you.

    My wife and I are now planning a worship session for tonight, so that we can thank him for the things he has already done for us, even if we can’t see them yet.

    God bless you abundantly in 2018

    Midge & Debs Heard

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  16. Esther
    January 8, 2018

    I was angry at God, angry that those I stood with in times of their own hardship now mock me in mine and God is doing nothing. Angry with God for not allowing me to know Him in a way that I can understand and know the answers to the ‘whys’ in my life. Angry that He has blessed me with so much beauty yet am still single. Angry that while others are enjoying a married life with kids , am still trusting God . Angry that He doesn’t act while the world mocks me for not being like them especially when it comes to finding a husband . Angry that I lost my mum when I was young , never experienced the love of a mother or a father . Angry that no matter what I tried , my family is still divided. So angry that I couldn’t pray to him. But my heart was sad that I couldn’t talk to the only God that’s true , the only one who loves me unconditionally , the only one who has the power to answer all my questions and to change my situations , the only one I hope in. I started searching for verses to help me with that anger and I found this. Thanks for the post , it’s such a blessing to me today . I have gone through most of the comments and my heart goes out to all of us, May today be the day our hearts cries reach the ears of our Father . We praise you Jesus , amen.

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  17. Marcia
    January 31, 2018

    This has blessed me. Thank you. I am currently going through something and I’m angry. I wrote down all the scriptures and plan on reading and praying honestly to God. Thanks for the help.

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  18. Steve W
    January 31, 2018

    My son is having a rough time with the recent death of my father (his grandfather). To be honest, we are all having a hard time with it.

    He confided in me that he has lost his faith, so I went searching for verses that help when you are angry with God. I found your post, and it was more than I had hoped for. I wrote my son a lengthy letter about the different crises of faith I have been through, and I included your post. Thank you for publishing your feelings and your faith. It has been a blessing to me, and I am confident it will continue to bless my family.

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  19. Angela Hughes
    February 4, 2018

    God reveals Himself to believers through His Word (the Bible) and through His Son (Christ Jesus). The more we study the Bible, the more we come to understand God’s characteristics, the qualities He possesses. As mortals, we struggle to grasp the power and majesty of the God who has created time, space, matter, and all life. “As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts” (Isaiah 55:8).

    For the purpose of this article, we will focus on three key characteristics of God and the believer’s response to each.

    Perhaps the most important characteristic of God is the moral attribute of His holiness. Isaiah 6:3 and Revelation 4:8 describe the triple force of God’s holiness: “Holy, holy, holy is the Lord God almighty, who was, and is, and is to come.” Only when a person glimpses the holiness of God in comparison to human sinfulness is there any hope for true repentance. When we realize the dreadful consequence of sin and consider that the sinless Son of God suffered our punishment, it brings us to our knees. We are silent before the face of God’s holiness, struck dumb by the reverence such holiness demands. Like Job, we say, “I am unworthy—how can I reply to you? I put my hand over my mouth” (Job 40:4). Understanding God’s holiness causes us to exalt His compassion (2 Corinthians 1:3), mercy (Romans 9:15), grace, and forgiveness (Romans 5:17) toward us. “If you, O Lord, kept a record of sins, O Lord, who could stand? But with you there is forgiveness; therefore you are feared” (Psalm 130:3–4).

    God’s most endearing characteristic is His love. Love requires relationship, and throughout eternity the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit have existed together in relationship. God created us in His image, and we were created to be in relationship with Him (Genesis 3:17–18; Romans 1:19–20). Such is the extent of God’s love that He sent his only Son to redeem us from our sins. “This is how we know what love is; Jesus Christ laid down his life for us. God is love. . . . We love because he first loved us” (1 John 3:16–19). God provided the solution to sin in the person of Christ Jesus. Jesus came to take our punishment for sin and to satisfy God’s justice (John 1:1–5, 14, 29). At Calvary, God’s perfect love and perfect justice met. When we begin to grasp the great love of God, our responses are humility, repentance, and reciprocal love. Like King David we pray that God will create in us a pure heart and a steadfast spirit (Psalm 34:18; 51:10, 17). God lives in a high and holy place, but with Him are believers who are contrite and lowly in spirit (Isaiah 57:15).

    Finally, we will consider the sovereignty of God (Psalm 71:16; Isaiah 40:10). God is eternal, from everlasting to everlasting (Psalm 90:2). He is the source of all life (Romans 11:33–36). He is independent of His creation (Acts 17:24–28). Abraham, Samuel, Isaiah, Daniel, and David all acknowledged God as their Sovereign Lord: “Praise be to you, O Lord, God of our father Israel, from everlasting to everlasting. Yours, O Lord, is the greatness and the power and the glory and the majesty and the splendor, for everything in heaven and earth is yours. Yours, O Lord, is the kingdom; you are exalted as head over all. Wealth and honor come from you; you are the ruler of all things. In your hands are strength and power to exalt and give strength to all. Now, our God, we give you thanks, and praise your glorious name” (David’s words in 1 Chronicles 29:10–13). The believer honors the Sovereign Lord who has bought us and gladly submits to Him (2 Peter 2:1; James 4:7; Jude 1:4).

    King David eloquently summed up the characteristics of God: “The Lord reigns, he is robed in majesty; the Lord is robed in majesty and is armed with strength. The world is firmly established; it cannot be moved. Your throne was established long ago; you are from all eternity. . . . The Lord on high is mighty. Your statutes stand firm; holiness adorns your house for endless days, O Lord” (Psalm 93:1–2, 4–5).

    A few men of faith have been privileged to experience God’s presence, to have God speak directly to them. This is how some of them responded:

    Moses asked to see the glory of the Lord, and the Lord agreed to cause all of His goodness to pass in front of Moses. “I will put you in a cleft in the rock and cover you with my hand until I have passed by. Then I will remove my hand and you will see my back; but my face must not be seen” (Exodus 33:21–22). Moses’ response was to bow down and worship. Like Moses, the believer will bow down and worship the Lord, filled with awe as we contemplate the glory that is our God.

    Job never lost his faith in God, even under the most heartbreaking circumstances that tested him to his core. “Though he slay me, yet will I hope in him; I will surely defend my ways to his face” (Job 13:15). Job was utterly silenced by God when He spoke to him out of the storm. Job confessed that he spoke of things he did not understand, things too wonderful for him to know. “Therefore I despise myself and repent in dust and ashes” (Job 42:1–6). Like Job, our response to God should be one of humble obedience and trust, submission to His will, whether we understand it or not.

    Isaiah had a vision of the Lord seated on his throne and of seraphs who cried out, “Holy, holy, holy is the Lord Almighty; the whole earth is full of his glory” (Isaiah 6:3). So overwhelming was this vision that Isaiah cried out, “Woe to me! I am ruined! For I am a man of unclean lips, and I live among a people of unclean lips, and my eyes have seen the King, the Lord Almighty” (Isaiah 6:1–5). Isaiah realized he was a sinner in the presence of the Holy God, and his response was repentance. John’s vision of the throne of God in heaven inspired in him great awe. John fell down as if dead at the feet of the glorified Lord (Revelation 1:17–18). Like Isaiah and John, we are humbled in the presence of God’s majesty.

    There are many other characteristics of God revealed in the Bible. God’s faithfulness leads us to trust Him. His grace prompts gratitude in us. His power incites awe. His knowledge causes us to ask Him for wisdom (James 1:5). Those who know God will conduct themselves in holiness and honor (1 Thessalonians 4:4–5).

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  20. Hope
    February 18, 2018

    I love how Job always feared the Lord and never insulted Him.
    I need to have more respect for Him by humbly submitting to his hand. Stop arguing and just accept my lot. Even though I feel like I’ve lost everything, I haven’t. Because He IS everything.
    It’s such an awesome power that God is wielding around. He is shaking everything from me that won’t stand. And even though I let him do it,willingly, His power is frightening.

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  21. Barb
    March 16, 2018

    Both of my parents have cancer and im disabled and i dont know what is going to happen to us. Im angry at God because i don’t understand this life and all the pain. Im losing faith. My parents have served God most of their lives and they are suffering, we all are. Im angry and sad. Where is a loving God in this situation? Im also afraid to type this cause I don’t want God to be angry at me but i need to let it out.

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  22. Michael
    March 22, 2018

    Wow, I am not alone! God has had me in this trial since October 2010. He teaches me and shows me something and I think I’m finally turning a corner and bam right back to square one. The He teaches and shows me something and again my spirit lifts and then bam back to square one. I know He’s real I can attest to miracles I’ve seen Him do through me for others. I’ve seen others lifted and changed because He worked through me. I know He is the Creator of everything and everything belongs to Him. I have no doubt of who He is. But I no longer have any trust because for the last ten years for every step forward there is a step or two back. He has very, very clearly told me that I cannot say “He doesn’t love me”. He very clearly told me that is blasphemy. But our situation never improves, my wife suffers, my children suffer financially and physically. I have screamed “what’s wrong with You” at Him when I watch defeat again overcome my children. I can take anything but watching my family suffer because He’s mad at me. it seems He’s so blind mad at me that when He swings at me He misses and hits my wife and children. I don’t know how to get out of this, I need a reprieve to see my family flourish for a while so I can have a little peace God.

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  23. Sylvianne Coquet
    April 27, 2018

    I yelled at God at the top of my lungs this morning.i thought God is mean to deny what I longed for so much and for so long.i realize this plan is better.but I still hurt over it.

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  24. Sylvianne Coquet
    April 27, 2018

    I am still angry

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  25. Naomi
    May 7, 2018

    So what do you do when you HAVE gotten to the piont where you no longer trust him, want to spend time with him.

    I am at that Point. I feel abandoned

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    • Prince
      May 21, 2018

      I know how you feel. I always ask as to what kind of father allows his children to be constantly abused and then I realise that it’s almost like He enjoys the afflictions we go through which is why He allows the same stuff to happen to us. This is in total contrast with what He promises that affliction shall not return a second time which I feel is not true. Look at Paul and his thorn in the flesh.

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  26. Seema
    June 3, 2018

    I have been praying and faith is good but I am so tired now. My daughter is suffering every year about depression cancer seizures Anxiety . Is she on this earth to suffer . Be in pain and agony? II was so angry with God that I even cursed at him. I am sorry that I cursed at God . Will God forgive me

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    • Tara Ziegmont
      June 8, 2018

      Of course He will. Cry out to Him now, confess your sins, and ask for His peace and comfort for yourself and your daughter while you wait for His will to be done.

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  27. Michele R.
    June 11, 2018

    Of course….I write a whole paragraph and it’s lost to a computer glitch. The story of my life for the last 6-7 years. I can count on one hand how many things have seemed to go well, or right. The pain and losses that have been almost an everyday occurrence just don’t end. I have yelled at God, begged Him, and asked Him what I am supposed to be doing differently or what it is I am supposed to be learning. No answer. I have gotten to the point where I just wait for the next “bad” thing to happen…..because it will. I ask Him, “why me?” and I know the answer is, “why not me?” The ONE thing in my life that brings me joy is my pet……..he’s been gone for 2 days and for 2 days I have cried and slept very little. I know he’s not coming back because that is how everything goes. I have bargained with God to please, please bring my “Baby” back. I read Job……again. I know there is a reason for all of this. But, I hate my life. I hate not having answers. I am having a hard time even being grateful, and I still have a lot to be grateful for. WHY God???? WHEN will things change? WHAT should I be doing? Will it ever end? I trust He has a plan, but that doesn’t stop me from being angry and waiting for the next tragedy or bad thing, small or large, to happen. Yup, they come in all sizes throughout the day. I’m almost completely beaten down. I even tried resorting to martyrdom…..”Bring it on. You never give me more than I can handle. Better me than someone else. What doesn’t kill me, makes me stronger……..”. Then, sometimes, I purposely sabotage myself because I know whatever it is, it’s not going to turn out anyway. At least I know what to expect. I used to be able to turn my life and situations over to Him. I can’t remember how to do this anymore. I’m in so much self-pity that I am pitiful. I hardly see the good in things anymore. I had made a list about 4 years ago of all the things that happened that were catastrophes to me. That was before my dad, good friends and favorite relatives died, one of my brothers told me where I could go (my dad told me before he died that I was his best friend), lost my job, have to file bankruptcy, and the list goes on and on. I’m tired. I’m tired of it all. I’m sorry this is so long. It feels positive to let some of these things out. Please say a prayer for my Baby’s safe return, or that he wasn’t tortured or suffered, if he’s gone.

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  28. Jack
    August 30, 2018

    I’m not a mom, but a guy who read your article with great interest. My anger lately has been about God seeming distant and SOOOO hard to get to know personally. I have mental illness, and I guess that interferes with relationships (with God and others). Sometimes it is so hard to feel safe, even in church, letting the walls down and letting others in.

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    • Tara Ziegmont
      August 31, 2018

      Hi Jack, Thanks for taking the time to comment. I too suffer from mental illness, and I want you to know that you’re not alone in that. Are you seeking treatment? I can tell you from experience that the right medicine and therapy can make a world of difference, and therapy especially will help you to relate to others in a way that is meaningful and satisfying. I have been in therapy with a Christian counselor more or less since my diagnosis almost 7 years ago, and I would not trade it for anything. I know exactly what you mean about letting the walls down and letting others in. I still feel that way in a lot of interactions, even in church as you said, but I can let my therapist in, and that is a start. I wish you the best.

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  29. Joanna Yeung
    January 18, 2019

    What an amazing true and honest blog, thank you everyone for sharing. Now I have more insight to what my friend is going through. He is so angry at God and asked ‘Why me?’ He has not got any answer. In my heart, I know that it is about taking up the cross like Jesus did. Knowing what Jesus did for us on the cross and redeemed our sins. Reaching deep into our hearts and ask God for forgiveness and be grateful for all the grace and love he reign over us. My journey with God was from when my father passed away when I was aged 8, my mum abandoned me but returned at aged 10. Bullied throughout much of my school years. Being emotionally abused in my marriage, denied my sexuality and reproductive right. I am now divorced and childless. I have much to be angry about after years of investment. However, all that was not God’s plan for me. I am still blessed in so many ways, I am counting my blessings every day. I pray for the spirit of Job and the holy spirit of love, peace and joy for us all. Put Jesus first in your life, it will change everything. Pray for deliverance from the lies. ‘He comes to steal, to kill and to destroy. Jesus came to give us life to its fullest’ John 10:10. Rebuke and break the strong hold of sins and the evil one in your lives. Find a deliverance ministry, have powerful and faithful, Godly servants of God to pray over you. Pray for the holy spirit into your heart, Jesus is a healer of broken hearts. He is a miracle worker, light in the darkest. The question is not ‘How long..?Why me…?I am not…’I can’t…, I dont…’ Change the pray to a commanding praise and worship of father God, Jesus, the son of God, and the holy spirit’ Focus on God and his glory, move from your pit of hell into the darkness, submit to the light and receive the living water so you no longer dry and thirsty, be like the woman at the well; be like the woman with the blood issue; be like the centenarian; have a faithful heart and focus on Jesus. Go to the cross, bend your knees and start the battle in spirit and in truth. Not in the fresh, for our fresh is weak, our sins are many, our minds are trapped. The cross is where you find freedom, the green grass and still water is where the Lord will place you for peace and rest. In Jesus name.

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  30. Robert
    January 21, 2019

    I used have rage just have anger now I lost out iam 57 no retirement no home hand tremors diabetes I still church depressed I when does it stop

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  31. Ruth
    April 12, 2019

    I disagree with this post. I was a born again Christian, but life has turned me bitter and certainly very angry at God. I don’t care anymore whether it is right or wrong…. waiting, praying, praising has had no effect and at 68. alone, and mentally, physically, spiritually, emotionally and financially I am bankrupt. There is no going back, there is no changing things and when people say you are the one responsible for where you are.. is the biggest load of garbage ever spewed. Praying for guidance which has always turned into complete disaster, has been my whole life experience… so I will continue to be angry…. furious at God, that is if there even is one anymore. I have trouble with that for sure. All the praying by others, the good intentions mean nothing to me now. I just plain don’t care about God, religion, and the whole ball of yarn that goes with it. In my whole life there has been no goodness, love nor rewards for anything that I believed to be true.

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  32. kay
    July 4, 2019

    Thank you for letting me know I’m not alone. I hope God is real and somehow will help all of us.

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  33. Ms.Ky
    November 5, 2019

    Hi I’m Ky, i used to have really beautiful clear skin & all of a sudden that same summer my back started breaking out & it began to spread over the years VISCOUSLY! I gained weight and god has taken away all of my friends I now dread in my room all day. I constantly fight with depression & suicide attempts I pray, pray, & pray yet I’m still in this i began to get angry with god & upset I also began blaming myself & tormenting myself in my head & avoiding mirrors. The acne scars are literally all over my body and I just can’t deal. It’s been years I feel like the man in the Bible with leprosy that waited 38 years. I’m just fed up with it. I leaned a little towards my family but they don’t seem to understand there’s no love there my mother which is a Christian laughed via text when I told her I wanted to die and she hasn’t budged. I go to church often with death upon me , sadness, brokenness and no one says anything let alone speaks to me even after service. I just need guidance lord. I graduate soon and I have no support whatsoever in the steps towards college I’m lost I’m confused please pray for me, I’m so very tired of crying & aching .

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  34. Ana
    November 17, 2019

    I am angry with God, too. I am going through a very painful situation. I asked God to defend me and be my shield but I feel like He is not. I feel completely alone. I feel abandoned. He says He will never leave us but I feel like He has left me. I am mad that He is not defending me and not speaking to me. I pray so much for Him to get me out of the suffering or at least go through it with me but I don’t think He cares about me.

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